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||1|| Guitar or Drum Player - drums
||2|| Skater or Surfer - surfer
||3|| Brown or Blue Eyes - blue
||4|| Blonde or Brunette - mmm...are these about me or a guy? in a guy dark...but if they have blue eyes then blonde. but im blonde if thats what its asking?
||5|| Brains or Looks (Be honest!) - looks...who cares if they're smart as long as they arent insanely STUPID
Food -
||11|| Hamburger or Hotdog - cheeseburger actually
||12|| Pie or Cake - ice cream cake
||13|| Apple or Banana - apple
||14|| Coke or Pepsi - coke in a bottle pepsi in a can, weird huh?
||15|| Chicken or Beef - chicken
||16|| Oreos or Chips Ahoy - chips ahoy
||17|| Pancakes or Waffles - chocolate chip pancakes
||18|| Chocolate or Vanilla - chocolate
||19|| Strawberry or Cherry - strawberry
||20|| Watermelon or Cantaloupe - watermelon
||21|| Potato or Macaroni Salad - potato
||22|| Wheat or White - white
||23|| Tic Tacs or Altoids - tic tacs
||24|| Sausage or Bacon - bacon, fatty undercooked bacon!
||25|| Sour Cream and Chive or BBQ - bbq
Sports -
||26|| Baseball or Football - football
||27|| Swim or Track - track
||28|| Tennis or Golf - mini golf
||29|| Skiing or Sledding - sledding
||30|| Bicycling or Jogging - biking
Stores/Restaurants -
||31|| McDonalds or Burger King - mc donalds
||32|| JC Penny's or Sears - jc penny's
||33|| Walmart or Target - target
||34|| Trophy's or TGI Fridays - tgi friday's
||35|| Albertson's or Vons - yes
Clothes -
||36|| Pants or Shorts - pants
||36|| Zip-Up or Pull-Over Sweatshirt - umm...i like zip ups now cause they dont mess up ur hair
||37|| Sandals or Tennis Shoes - sandals
||38|| Dresses or Skirts - skirt
||39|| Mittens or Gloves - mittens
||40|| Print or Solid - solid
Names -
||41|| Bob or Bill - Bill
||42|| Jessica or Jennifer - Jessica
||43|| Aaron or Erin - well erin is the girls way and aaron is the boys...so um i dunno
||44|| Carrie or Kari - kari
||45|| Todd or Tom - Tom
||46|| Lynn or Lee - Lynn
||47|| Sarah or Susie - Sarah
||48|| Jack or John - john
||49|| Lisa or Linda - Lisa
||50|| Matt or Nick - Nick
Music -
||51|| Punk or Rock - rock
||52|| Country or Bubble Gum Pop - ?
||53|| Rap or Techno - rap
||54|| Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera - britney
||55|| *N Sync or Backstreet Boys - nsync
||56|| Korn or Staind - staind
||57|| Limp Bizkit or Linkin Park - linkin park
||58|| Guitar or Drums - depends on who's playing it
||59|| Piano or Violin - piano
||60|| CDs or Radio - cd's
TV -
||61|| Dawson's Creek or 7th Heaven - 7th heaven
||62|| Angel or Buffy the Vampire Slayer: oh gosh
||63|| Law and Order or The Practice - law and order
||64|| Spy TV or Candid Camera - candid camera
||65|| Smallville or Charmed- charmed
Cinema -
||66|| Bruce Willis or Kevin Costner - bruce willis
||67|| Jennifer Love Hewitt or Neve Campbell - jennifer love hewitt
||68|| Aladdin or Lion King - lion king
||69|| Snow White or Sleeping Beauty - sleeping beauty
||70|| Comedy or Drama - drama
||71|| Horror or Science Fiction - horror
||72|| Scream or I Know What You Did Last Summer - scream
||73|| Not Another Teen Movie or Scary Movie - scary movie
||74|| Titanic or Pearl Harbor - titanic
||75|| The Mask or Ace Ventura - ace ventura
Computer/Video Games -
||76|| AOL or MSN - msn
||77|| Dogpile or Google - google
||78|| Mac or PC - pc
||79|| PS2 or N64 - ps2
||80|| Mario Brothers or Zelda - mario
School -
||81|| Pen or Pencil - pen
||82|| English or History - english
||83|| Math or Science - math
||84|| Home Economics or Woodshop - foods!
||85|| Backpack or Messenger Bag - backpack
Animals -
||86|| Cat or Dog - dog
||87|| Fish or Hamster - fish
||88|| Tiger or Lion - tiger
||89|| Butterfly or Lady Bug - butterfly
||90|| Seals or Otters - otter
Products -
||91|| Tide or Gain - haha
||92|| Herbal Essences or Suave - herbal essences
||93|| Dove or Irish Spring - dove
||94|| A-JAX or 409 - oh we're serious here
||95|| Crest or Colgate - crest
Other -
||96|| John Saul or Steven King - steven king
||97|| Chocolate or Roses - roses
||98|| Toyota or Ford - ford
||99|| Paper or Plastic - paper
||100|| Necklace or Bracelet - necklace
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[19 Apr 2005|07:49am] |
Ive avoid writing in here because I was afraid of what I might end up saying. its been such an up down kind of week...its been insane. completely insane. between the fights, the love, the report card incident, the camera thing, 5 nmillion meets in like a day, and seeing my friends and so much more. its just been crazy!
HOME MEET TODAY @ 4ish...BE THERE!!
<33 Michelle
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[08 Apr 2005|11:53pm] |
"Rainy Day"
I will dig a hole
Save my pennies for a rainy day
I will dig a hole
Savin pennies for a rainy day
I'm not scared
I will build a wall
Sensing trouble from a mile away
I will build a wall
Saw it comin from a mile away
I'm not scared
I'm not scared
Try wearin your insides out
I don't even try, I know I have seen the best I'll have
I don't even try
I will just play dumb
I won't hear a single word that's said
I will bite my tongue
Never sing another song again
I'm not scared
I'm not scared
Try wearing my insides out
I don't even try, I know I have seen the best I'll have
I don't even try
Now they want to take my chances
I don't even try
Clouds are comin
Air get's heavy
Looks like trouble on a rainy day
Sun starts sinking
Can't see my shadow
Looks like trouble on a rainy day
Holes uncovered
Walls will crumble
All spells trouble on a rainy day
--Thanks Jeff
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[06 Apr 2005|10:09pm] |
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I cried last night. Im not even sure why, I had a lot on my mind. but I dont know what. it wasnt one thing it was a million and I was scared. I dont know what I was scared of. I had this pain in my stomach all day. I was worried about it all. but what was it all? I dont know. I dont know why Im worried or scared or what Im worried or scared about. But i have this feeling in my stomach and I cant overcome it. I didnt even eat. i had pretzels and a juice thingy for lunch....for dinner i had ice cream and gummy bears. sometimes i feel like i dont know whats going on anymore. like i have no control of anything. sometimes i feel like the world is at my fingertips....and other times its like everyone is miles apart when i need them most. I dont know why i am feeling this way...i dont know whats causing it but it hurts so much sometimes. its the big what ifs that have me all in knots.
what if...
what if..
what if.
today was horrible at the beginning, 2 tests and a quiz, a substitute, and i skipped practice. found out jess took her straightener where ever she went, and then i went to george's and things were better. Its like my world disapears when Im with him, it scares me sometimes because honestly...i have...
...I have let myself love him. and being with him is like my get away sometimes, occasionally it brings a few more hurdles for me to go over but they're little. im not trying to be a controlling bitch. i let him hang out with his friends and do what he wants when he doesnt make plans with me but its different when u make plans with someone....u know? i just want his friends to understand that, its not that i dont want him to see them or want him to have a good time or have other friends...i do...and im sorry. im a bitch.
im sorry.
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[03 Apr 2005|10:01pm] |
I've been talking to Catie a lot lately. Im glad we're friends again cause honestly I think she is the only one who understands me or atleast cares to listen, really absorb what Im saying, and help...so thanks Catie. she helps with the happy days by making me laugh a little harder....and the sad days by having a talk till 1 or 2 in the morning haha
I've got a lot on my mind lately. good and bad
green day concert April 29th
6 flags April 30th
played monopoly with George and his mom last night. his mom quit so I won, then we played again and i completely lost everything haha i suck! tonight was good. went to work then went to georges house :):):) it was a really good time. wont see him till friday tho :(
ouch.
call with plans for this week, well except monday and maybe tuesday Im not sure if im working tuesday or not....no one seems to be able to tell me!!!
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[02 Apr 2005|11:08am] |
27 days till Green Day concert with George
28 days till Six Flags with George and his cousin
34 days till prom!
10 days till my first meet
a lot of days till summer...
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[25 Mar 2005|06:11pm] |
ummm....yeah I dont have much to say. works been good cause I keep getting out early, I havent worked a full day in so long. schools okay cause i keep leaving lol. me and george are still together so thats going good :). I've been sick, missed 2 days of school...got George sick. ummm easter is in 2 days. today is good friday. I finally talked to my mom about prom dresses. yes i know its like a month away and i should have one by now shut up! haha. we're going sometime this week. um what else. my cousin had her baby!!! yay Becca. um. yeah thats all i have to say
i love you
* michelle
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[12 Mar 2005|10:50am] |
well a lot has happened.
the other day me and george went to fun world with my lil cousin. she had a blast. we went in the lil play place thing and it was so hard to get around in it Im way too big. george decided he was gonna go play some games and win alexis more tickets while we played in the the play place. thennnn we rode on the carosel cause lex wanted to ride the horsies.....and me and george sat in the little swinging bench thing. thennnn we dropped her off hung out there for a while and then went to the mall. on our way home from the mall George wanted to drive my car so i let him. and we got pulled over.
on the way to drop lex off i drove by an undercover cop car at exit 5 but he didnt pull me over. then on our way back home after going to the mall george was doing like 80....on the highway...and i was like slow down dont speed you dont know if that cop is still there. and George was like "i can see...hes not" and then 2 seconds later blue lights start going behind us....so we pull over, not even in the break down lane but inbetween the white lines where the exit merges with the highway.....i was paniking cause this was MY DADS CAR and if he found out i would have been dead. cause 2 days earlier he asked if George speeds when im in the car...i said no. lol. so then he comes to the window and asks for his license and registration....and he was like its her dads car so i had to give him my ID too. then he asked what the hurry was and said "as soon as i got off the highway you guys booked it" this guy was driving next to us the whole time but he got off exit 4....then apparently he thought i "booked it" so he got back on the highway to pull us over!!! ass hole lol. so anyways he went back to his cop car for like 20 minutes and i was paniking thennnn he gave george an 86$ ticket. and we left.
yesterday i went to his house after school and we hung out at his house until i went to work at 6. his mom bought us pizza! mmmmm. then i went to work and it was busy but it was okay. then george came to MB and cleaned my car off for me cause hes such a nice boyfriend <33 :) then we went to my house and had hot chocolate, coke, and annies mac and cheese....and watched ladder 49 and it made me cry! but it was such a good movie. i recommend it.
okay Im done
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[06 Mar 2005|10:07pm] |
wow I sooooooooo predicted that one.
ew.
oh yes and I have found the most ANNOYING person ever.
its official.
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[02 Mar 2005|06:01pm] |
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sometimes wanna be your lover
sometimes wanna be your friend
sometimes wanna hug ya
hold hands, slow-dance while the record spins
opened up your heart 'cause you said I made you feel so comfortable
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[02 Mar 2005|05:13pm] |
yesterday was 2 months and i did actually hang out with George.
I picked Lisa up and we went job hunting. put in applications at Brusters, Bertucci's for hostessing, and supertan...i want free tanning! lol. then we went back to her house and ate dinner and waited for George to call us...turned out he had to work late so we went to go hang out with John. umm we then went to visit George and then we went back to the apartments to find Colten (sp?) and had to walk like a mile in the snow. knock on three wrong doors, and we still never found him! then we sat in the wendy's parking lot for like an hour having "girl talk" and we made John listen to stoner music lol. it was funny. then colten called my cell and we drove to his apartment and he got in the car then we sat there for like half an hour and had guy/girl talk then drove to MB to sit in the parking lot and wait for George to get out of work. when he got out of work he just sorta left....didnt say anything just got in the car and left. so we went to his house but he didnt let us in and i think he tried to sneak away going out the back door but we caught him. then we all went to Lisa's and on the way there, i was in the car with john colten and lisa and i almost killed us...we spun out of control and john was like DONT SLAM ON THE BREAKS!!!! and the he was like "colten shit his pants" haha it was funny. thennnnn george showed up but we didnt think he was gonna...then we just talked and did nothing. John stripped and george got hurt. that sounds bad when u put it in one sentence....haha. yeah anyways then i slept at lisa's
this morning i had track practice till 11 and then i went home, changed, went to Lisa's, then we went to her moms work got some papers signed then i dropped her off at home and went to George's house. we went job hunting for him today...at like town fair tire and places like that. then we went to the mall to get his game and we got pretzels! thennnn we went back to his house and he cleaned his room and played his game then he cuddled with me and then we ate and now hes at work and Im still waiting to hear from lisa.
tomorrow im going to george's at 9 in the morning. crazy i know
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[01 Mar 2005|12:00pm] |
2 months today. wont be seeing him tho, atleast Im pretty sure.
-happy? i sort of updated! lol
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[17 Feb 2005|06:19pm] |
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I keep your photograph
and I know it serves me well.
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[02 Feb 2005|10:03pm] |
hung out with George tonight
wont see him till saturday.
awesome?
sjkhfsdjfsdhfaskldhfaskdf
sdjfhskdfaskldhfsd!!!!!!!!!
me him and lisa went to Denny's
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[29 Jan 2005|09:05am] |
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have you ever wanted to know something. and you were happy when you found out 'cause you now know not to go and do something stupid like oh i dunno, love someone? but then it starts to hurt as you think more and more about it and you wish you never knew??
yeah. me too...
meet today. on about an hours sleep.
oh joy.
yes this entry was "edited"
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[27 Jan 2005|09:52pm] |
so tonight was fun
went and got Jared
went to get our checks
talked to George and Nick and Mark and Anita and Kayla
umm waited for Mark to geto out cause we needed to talk
went and got gas
went to the mall where Jared and I spent forever in spencers
then I got George a present
then dragged Jared into a girly store!!
then we ate
then we went home
yay.
the end.
Im sorry, i didnt know it would bother you. we always do it. but no more, i promise.
yay.
anyways tomorrow
school
practice
work
bowling with George
saturday
meet
going over George's dad's house
stayin there for the night
comin home sunday morning
workin 3-7 sunday
then school....all over again! yay.
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[26 Jan 2005|08:05pm] |
so my mom just got off the phone with my dad
in 2 years, when I'm out of high school, my dad wants to move down to mississippi and stay close to the rest of my family
my mom on the other hand doesnt want that. she doesnt want to be away from her kids
my point of view. I'll be in college, who cares
my moms point of view. when i have a family she wants to be there for me and not a million miles away like her parents were when she was raising me and jess
sooo my mom told or is gonna tell or im not really sure buuuut
the story is my mom is gonna suggest my dad move down there and have a house down there
and either we will fly down every month or he will fly up here once a month and visit
have him get a job and a house down there
we will get a new house up here
more than likely not in hollis tho..
soo i dont think it would happen till i was out of HS cause Im not switching schools
obviously
that more than likely wont happen!
and if it did.
there is no way we would see each other every month
that would burn a hole through the money we have in like a year.
then i would never get to see my dad
i dont know whats gonna happen. he really wants to move down there
my mom really doesnt want to
i say when Im out of HS it doesnt matter where I am up here or down there
Jess....who knows i think she likes it better up here
ahhhh i just dont know
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[23 Jan 2005|09:48pm] |
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the weather was so bad last night i didnt go home from work
went over to George's house and I slept there, along with Sim.
the end.
ps. there is one person that is really starting to get on my nerves. gah go away!
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